Hey people! I'm finally back after months of MIA huh. Things have completely changed in my life. I finished ITE and now currently working and waiting for NS. Can't believe everything happens so fast. Yeah time flies in a blink of an eye >< I'm currently working at GIANT at tampines as a promoter. Do catch me there if you're passing by kay! If you play HON, add me at HeyBrian. Gotta go! see ya. Hey, I'm back again! Hohoho, its been a very long while since i last blogged! Many many many many things happened. Broke up with zhiqing cause of some douchebag. Seriously, whats wrong with him? I bet his father left him because he went to snatch other people's wife! My god. Let's not talk about this shall we? Well.. I'm SINGLE. Hate the life now i'm having but starting to get used to it. A life without people asking me where am i etc etc.. No more i love yous. Gosh, My heart ache untilllllllllllll. Skip skip. Usual life before her is back.. School-Slack-Home-Eat-Sleep. Usual routine every single day~ Shall be back soon enough. See ya!
Hmm. I guess its been ages since i last blogged eh? Here i am!
Everything going on as usual. Took off my rolex around few months already. Although abit freedom is given back to me. I still feel the same.
I've been working lately, earning money to buy my cue and iphone (:
Really hope i can pull myself through this hard work.
I'm really sorry baby, I cant accompany you go town shopping and all.
But i promise. After i work finish we go eat good de okay! :D

I think thats all.
BYE !
Hey people !
I'm out of changi PRISON! Like finally.. Although inside days were quite memorable, I STILL DON'T want to go back in there. Thanks WeiQuan and Ras for teaching so much inside. I think i won't be needing those 'Prison Surviving' skills anymore. It was fun to be in the same cell as you guys. Hope you guys will drop charge to something lighter.
I'll try my best outside to be a good 'CITIZEN' ! HAHA.

My new life begins here..

I'm going to school as usual. Just only having a 'ROLEX' watch on my leg reminding me to be home before 10pm. Hah, Its an experience too as well ! So.. Not quite bad eh! I'm starting to catch up all my work in school. I'm even doing assignments myself manzxc ! That's fucking rare for 'Brian'! I think you guys will only be seeing it once in a life time where i take out my book and start reading seriously. HAHA! I guess thinking back how prison life was really did change me. Inside miss alot of people. Even miss until my teachers? I was thinking about it for quite some time now.. WHY THE HELL DO I MISS MY TEACHERS? hah. The persons i missed the most was my family and my baby. Hoping that everything wouldn't change when i come out. But somethings still did change. Some for the better, and some are just extras.
I'm back to bed guys!

Till next time ! SEE YA ! Hais, day by day the time pass. As i see the time pass, me heart will ache. Thinking about lots of things. Really missed those day when i'm not having probation or any shit. Its like a free life. Afternoon go slack, night we go fishing, bbq, ghost house until the sun rises. I really miss those kind of life. When can i get it back ? Its like i have no worries, no thoughts, just do what i feel i like to do. But now ? Everything is taken away from me. I'm just left with all this kind of shit to clear up. I want to end this quickly. I want my life back. I almost give up everything that i can to do what is right. Wrong things are already washed away from my filthy mind. All i can do now is pray. (ryan,sengkiong,kenny,peter,jinnie,xjon) Although this is hurtful but i think we all have what we want to do in mind already. Hope you all have a great life and use good use of it. Don't go back to what you once was.
(Baby), I'm sorry. I don't know why i just feel this way but i need some time to really think about it. I don't know what i'm thinking. Maybe its just unfair for you to be alone out there and suffering for what stupid things i did. Even your family also look down on me. I really don't know what to do already. I'm very tired of living. But i won't stupid until go end my life. This is what brian is. As you know, I'm a guy that always stands up on my rights. I say what i want and i get what i want. People don't step on my tail and i won't go step their tail. That the moral of my life. Hope you get it. The next time i really don't know where to land my feet. Its just a complicated thing right now. I hope you can understand. Sorry my dear.

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I really need to reflect. What do i want to be when another 10years appear infront of me. What should i do ? I really need someone to talk to. Someone that understands what i'm facing. Someone that really will be there no matter what happen to me. When will the someone appear. I want to express out all my anger inside my heart right now. Just one min i'm also fine with it. I guess it's goodbye then . Till next time.. Guys , I won't be around starting from 18th April 2011. Going in Rtc. Bye guys
Define love ;
Love is something you can't explain thru saying or actions. For me personally, i think its something that bind you and your another half together. We are born only half a heart. The other is for us to find. Its too early to say weather you are in love or not. But 1 things right. Love is true, Love is pure.
Love may be a very complicated thing. But at times, at the happy moments, you laugh without even knowing. You will never stop loving someone. -/BrianWYM
To : Toh Seng Kiong.
When the fuck will you fucking come out of the fucking boys home. Do you know that everyone fucking miss you you mother fucker !!!! I REALLY FUCKING HATE YOU ! Faster come out and pei me slack laa. No one spam my handphone at midnight, no one prank maya muthu with me. No one accompany me go compass eat. Where the fuck are you right now. Hope you are fucking doing well . I fucking hope to see you this fucker again. Faster come out. Fucker !


To : BABY !
HELLO BABY ! HERES SOME FOR YOU ! ILOVEYOU ! ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !ILOVEYOU !♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
If theres only one breath left in me, the last thing i will say is your name. ♥
You know what people ?
I find that my baby used to be very cute last time! Never really notice her that time but now that i look back at those photos, she look so adorable! ><
SHE'S SCOLDING ME FOR SAYING HER! WDF!
Now she so matured le. Face grow everything all grow!
Everything changes so fast.. ARGH !
I WANT BACK MY LIFE LAST TIME SO BADLY. My life now totally sucks.
Going to school also so far. Teacher so boring. People there sucks. EVERYTHING SUCKS.
TO BE LOVED BABY ! BE LOVEABLE ! First of all, wanna congrats sengkiong from coming out of Boys Home. He's been inside there for around 2 weeks already. Finally came out because he got a lawyer. Currently he's appealing his case and hope he will not get anything . Hope the same for me too. These few days in school really shag. Nothing to study de. All the maths i dont even fucking understand. My court also postpone to 22 feb 2011 (:
I miss my baby girl ): . She's been busy these few days too. NOT CARING ME SOMEMORE !
Angry ** .

But nvm la. After talk talk awhile then okay le.
P/S : Baby, stop making me talk so much le. I'm very tired of saying and saying. Lets stop all these nonsense. Try to aim for a better future. Iloveyou (:

BWYE BWYE
Hmm. Yo people ! Uploading out of boredom. #$%^&*&^%$#$%^&*(
Very bored this few days.. ITE just started and its getting boring and boring. Everyday pon class go play pool. Baby is in the same school as me ! Everyday pei me go and go back home (: . LOVE HER TTM ! Okay la, in class cant really concentrate because my whole class is like all JOKERS. Making me laugh all day. Cant even listen to what the fucking teacher talking about. But the worst thing about going school is the journey. Its like WDF ! From cycle to school to changing 2 buses ! OMG, a whole total change in my life man. Court on the 25th. I'm not worried for myself. I'm worried about the people outside waiting for me. But the best for all is that i get probation or tagging. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE JUDGE !!!!!!!!!!!
Okay okay. That's quite alot of words already.
I'm going to DOTA cum BLACKSHOT liao.
S-A-Y-O-N-A-R-A
MY NEW DARING HAIR CUT !

Hmm. Holiday ending real soon ! I'm gonna be back in school again. But just not the same old school. Boring life starting again. Gotta get to know new friends and stuffs. I really dont feel like going to school. I'm studying the same school as baby !
But different course ): . Hmm, i'm just gonna end here okay . Seeee ya all readers real soon (: Had lots of fun with baby today 爱死你了！


Thank you baby (: !

Okay peeps. I'm back once again!
Had been working from day to night night today.
Very tired. Baby is busy with her things also.
Later maybe meeting her! Finally (:
Okay la. Today went to my 2nd Auntie the son wedding dinner.
They were all so happy and there was so much crying.
-.- can't understand what are they really thinking.
Its okay overall. After that, went home to bathe and facebook-ed (:
On the phone with baby now. She keeps on god-fingering !
WDF! . okay la .
ILOVEYOU BABY !

101010, Loves
Sentimental. I'm sorry for everything.
I'm sorry for making everyone worried.
I'm sorry for doing stuffs that are so dumb.
I'm sorry for not accompanying you.
I'm sorry i'm so useless.
I'm sorry i did not care.
I'm sorry i am a jerk.
I'm sorry for not doing what i am suppose to do.
I'm sorry to those who cared about me.
I'm sorry people.

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry
THIS GIRL HERE CLAIMS THAT SHE IS CUTE IN THIS PHOTO !

okay lets stop playing. Lets talking about this week..
Had been working lately. Nothing much also. Just to update my dead blog (:

SAAAYOONAAAARRRRRAAAA !

SHES MY BEST FRIEND! Don't anyhow

PROM .
This week is gonna be a busy week for me yeah.
Today i'm going adabelle's bbq, 19 going rosslynn chalet kum prom night.
Dont know how to mangage my time leh. Freaking probation. Really hate it.
Make me need to reach home by 10. Really ruin my holiday mood la. Just hoping that on 30th i wont be sentence too heavily. Meeting baby in the afternoon later (: SEEEEEYA!!


Ilovemybabygirl; FU TSZ CHING
It suddenly a feeling.
I'm like stucked in the middle of somewhere.
No one seems to care weather i'm dead or alive.
No one seems to bother about what i'm doing
No one seems to care weather i'm alright.
No one seems to bother about my feelings.
No one cares
No one bothers.


I'm sorry for posting sad posts. I means as in 'Always'.

Sorry peeps.
Hey again.

i'm so tired and yet i'm here blogging. Its rare though.
Haven't be going home lately. Mostly going out with bros.
Yesterday, went to eat punggol nasi lemak for supper. After that we dota-ed all the way till morning. Although i fell asleep at the shop.
Boring life. Starting my work soon so i'm gonna enjoy as much as possible now.
Meeting baby tomorrow! Its like, Finally ? (:
I think i need to take some serious rest right now.
Goodbye and Goodnight !














Hi again !

Lets talk cock again shall we ?

Okay, 2 days before..

Went down to punggol park to slack with dajon co.
First of all, we slacked because we think there is beer coming?
Thats their idea. Sorry i don't drink (: i drink if the vol is 35% and abv :x
Lets get back to point, there is no beer coming our way so we headed to VariNice to sit and chat for awhile. Soon, jeremy went home at 1am +. We took a cab down to sengkiong's house there to find more people. Dont wanna elaborate who they are because it will cause some inconvinents.
So, when we reached there, we saw a 'Auntie' whom treats beer and cigarette. She was damn scary and very very generous. She was so generous that we dont dare to go near her. She keeps talking about my face and all. Say what got future got future. Apparently i fucked care her and carry on sleeping..

I'm heading to compass now.
BYE people !

1010101010,
Love zq's Hello again people,
i'm blogging because of my boredness..
Baby is working and i'm staying at home rotting like some algae.
Tomorrow going out with baby to watch movie. The child's eye ?
So ya, recently addicted to 'The Vampire Daries' , watching from morning to evening..
Together with my Lays potato chips and my Meiji milk, i've conquered my bed with my computer!
Holidays are just like this, whenever i hope for holidays to come, it feels like years. But when the holidays come, i just feel like going back to school.
i'm signing off here.

BYE PEOPLE !

1010101010,
Loves, zq's
WARNING! this content is not emo-shit. ITS HOW I FEEL.

I've rejected everyone for you.
I've given up so much beacause of you.
I've already give my best to you.

I know this is just a process of waiting. But lets imagine, waiting is nothing to me. Its the process that matters. Think about it, what have i done wrong? What did i do not good enough?
I know at times i'm over reacted. This is beacause i care.
Right now, I'm totally speechless.. I can't seem to be happy. The most i can do is to gather up all my anger and keep it. ....









WDF !!!


















11 July (: Picture will do ba .